Hit Me Please

There is a time

You wish someone could just hit you on your back

Then you get a coma

And this the moment

I wish someone could do that to me

So that I wouldn't have to wake up tomorrow

I wouldn't have to see those complicated things

I wouldn't have to face anything...

The Perfect Moment

The moment
You held me in your arms
Pamper me with your kiss

And said, Glad to have you

I close my eyes
I wish I could
Freeze this precious moment
Put it in a frame
And named it
The Perfect Moment

Turn You Back

If my apology could turn you back

I would have said 'I'm sorry'

For a thousand times... for you!

Kill Me Please!

The feeling of not being trusted is hurtful

And after so many things that you've done

And you are still not being trusted

Can you ever imagine how hurtful it is?

I wish you could just kill me by the way

Because it hurts just the same way

You Are My One And Only

I thought you should have know it by now

For all the things that I have done to you

For all the love that I've given to you

You are my one and only for now

It was sad to know that

I still haven't earn your trust

A normal trust that you could generously give it

To any kind of normal human being

I know it was my fault and I have work very hard to amend it

But it was sad to know that somewhere in your heart

It will never be amended where I thought it could

So I worked very hard to make it worked

Dear fairy god mother

You've made Cinderella's dream comes true

Could you make mine as well

I wish you could turn him back to a healthy and happy young man

Never have to suffer from any kind of untrustworthy people

And never get hurt from any kind

And live happily ever after

A Gentle Happy New Year 2010!

In the past, I used to review the things that I've done for the previous year, then set new missions for the coming new year but not this time.
2009 has been a tough year for hearts, it was a heavy year filled with complexities and uncertainty.
So many roads. So many detours. So many choices. So many mistakes.
Too many hopes. Too many dreams. Too many heartbroken. Too many tears.
My belief system was hit hardly by reality and it was broken into pieces.
If everything fall in places eventually, I wish I could eventually built a new set of belief system which is a better and reliable ones.
I didn't know exactly what to hope for and what to look forward or to believe, just hoping that everything will get better in time.
I should let the past live in the past and look forward for a better tomorrow.

I'm giving a gentle greeting for this year.
Happy New Year 2010!

Finally...

Finally I got my graduation picture.

It was almost 6 months ago when I took this shot. Still remember all the feelings that arose that night. The gloomy smile on my mum's face, it was a smile that I've never seen before. Feeling proud for her eldest daughter had finally completed her degree studies, I knew it was one of her expectation and dream on me, it was one of every mother's dream towards their child after-all.

Feeling touched as all my expensive fees and all the hard earned money are finally all worth it. Simultaneously, I feel proud for myself. After all the hard work, burning midnight oil and all the conflicts, I finally got my degree. I'm eligible to put the mortarboard on my head, covering my tiny body with the heavy gown and a beautiful hot pink sash, and take as much pictures as I want. My future are now filled with infinite possibilities.

I'm sure I'll miss my University life, it will be the sweetest memory that I could ever had with all the funny people and the friendship that I've found and built with them.

Hoping for all the better for the people that had come across my life.

May everyone sail smooth in every stage of life!

Everyday I Love You

I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you


*
It's your destiny
When you found someone who's meant to be
Who tells you that you are beautiful
Because they bring out the best in you
And you want to love them everyday
With all your heart and soul

Dreams

Jackie Cho - Dreams

I have a life time full of hopes and dreams
I thought I teach you love but it’s never what it seems
I’ve been broken but I know how to survive
Somehow I always keep my dreams alive

But I wasn’t prepare for the feeling that I would find
The first time that I held you
For the fuzz that came to mind
The love that I’ve been waiting for all those years
Was holding on to me and easing all my fears

Every part that I ever prayed
Has been answered in a heart beat
My spirit wants to sing every time we meet
Now my only fear is that it’s too good to be true
Every dream that I ever dreamed
Is coming true in you

Some sort of connection
What a wonderful surprise
Change my life direction with the look in your eyes
You’re always been a part of me
I just didn’t know
Now I’ve finally found you and I'll never let you go

Every part that I ever prayed
Has been answered in a heart beat
My spirit wants to sing every time we meet
Now my only fear is that it’s too good to be true
Every dream that I've ever dreamed
Is coming true in you
It’s all coming true in you...

http://www.imeem.com/ch4rmaine/music/xE4t1J0X/jackie-cho-comin-true-in-you-dreams/

Something Good

Maria:
Perhaps I had a wicked childhood
Perhaps I had a miserable youth
But somewhere in my wicked, miserable past
There must have been a moment of truth

For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

Captain:
For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should

Maria:
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

Maria and the Captain:
Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could

Maria:
So somewhere in my youth
Captain:
Or childhood
Maria:
I must have done something . . .
Maria and the Captain:
Something good

* A very nice song from my favorite childhood past time musical show 'The Sound of Music'.
Love it even it's 20 years later.