Finally...

Finally I got my graduation picture.

It was almost 6 months ago when I took this shot. Still remember all the feelings that arose that night. The gloomy smile on my mum's face, it was a smile that I've never seen before. Feeling proud for her eldest daughter had finally completed her degree studies, I knew it was one of her expectation and dream on me, it was one of every mother's dream towards their child after-all.

Feeling touched as all my expensive fees and all the hard earned money are finally all worth it. Simultaneously, I feel proud for myself. After all the hard work, burning midnight oil and all the conflicts, I finally got my degree. I'm eligible to put the mortarboard on my head, covering my tiny body with the heavy gown and a beautiful hot pink sash, and take as much pictures as I want. My future are now filled with infinite possibilities.

I'm sure I'll miss my University life, it will be the sweetest memory that I could ever had with all the funny people and the friendship that I've found and built with them.

Hoping for all the better for the people that had come across my life.

May everyone sail smooth in every stage of life!

Priority No More

You asked me if I'm avoiding you

As a matter of fact I am

But under my philosophy I'm not

This is just the way you treated me

My friends & family have my priority

They could date me within hours

But for those who fall under it

Please make advance booking

You used to be top of my priority list

But you didn't appreciate it

And you didn't even care

So now you are blacklisted

And if you want a chance

Please make extra advance booking

You didn't give me that kind of care that I needed

You didn't respect me the way that I wanted

You didn't reacted the way you should be

And I don't think that you even care for me

It's too late to do anything now

All the feelings that I had for you

Had all gone with the wind

It's hard to trust you again

So please let me go

May God Bless You!

Everyday I Love You

I don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you


*
It's your destiny
When you found someone who's meant to be
Who tells you that you are beautiful
Because they bring out the best in you
And you want to love them everyday
With all your heart and soul

Dreams

Jackie Cho - Dreams

I have a life time full of hopes and dreams
I thought I teach you love but it’s never what it seems
I’ve been broken but I know how to survive
Somehow I always keep my dreams alive

But I wasn’t prepare for the feeling that I would find
The first time that I held you
For the fuzz that came to mind
The love that I’ve been waiting for all those years
Was holding on to me and easing all my fears

Every part that I ever prayed
Has been answered in a heart beat
My spirit wants to sing every time we meet
Now my only fear is that it’s too good to be true
Every dream that I ever dreamed
Is coming true in you

Some sort of connection
What a wonderful surprise
Change my life direction with the look in your eyes
You’re always been a part of me
I just didn’t know
Now I’ve finally found you and I'll never let you go

Every part that I ever prayed
Has been answered in a heart beat
My spirit wants to sing every time we meet
Now my only fear is that it’s too good to be true
Every dream that I've ever dreamed
Is coming true in you
It’s all coming true in you...

http://www.imeem.com/ch4rmaine/music/xE4t1J0X/jackie-cho-comin-true-in-you-dreams/

Something Good

Maria:
Perhaps I had a wicked childhood
Perhaps I had a miserable youth
But somewhere in my wicked, miserable past
There must have been a moment of truth

For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

Captain:
For here you are, standing there, loving me
Whether or not you should

Maria:
So somewhere in my youth or childhood
I must have done something good

Maria and the Captain:
Nothing comes from nothing
Nothing ever could

Maria:
So somewhere in my youth
Captain:
Or childhood
Maria:
I must have done something . . .
Maria and the Captain:
Something good

* A very nice song from my favorite childhood past time musical show 'The Sound of Music'.
Love it even it's 20 years later.

It's More Than That

I wish I'm just being too sensitive
Just like what my friend told me
I wish it is as easy as I miss you
But I know it's more than that

Everything just disappear overnight
All the flames fade away
It happened so fast that scares me
That was a big disappointment

The last time when I had this kind of feeling
I loose the one I love and he never turned back
Everything just ended without any warning
The only thing that's left is me and my feelings

It reminds me how I lost my love
I can still feel the pain I had years ago
My tears just can't help pouring down
And it really makes me feel bad

Soulmate

There are millions of souls in the city

Some are disappointed because it’s broken

Some are crying because it hurts

Some are waiting because they have hopes

Some found the one soul that they called it soulmate

Some believe that there’s a soulmate for everyone

Some believe that there are many soulmates for someone

Some believe that soulmate is just a myth

And I believe there are soulmates

Somewhere in the universe

There’s this someone

Who meant to be with you

But not everyone found it

And if you did found it

It doesn’t guarantee it will last

Till death do us part

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cause someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible, Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

[Bridge]
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

[Chorus]
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Choices

You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices. Or you can fight back.
Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world.
That's just the way it is.
But for the most part, you get what you give.
The rest of your life is being shaped right now.
With the dreams you chase.
The choices you make and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts right now.

There are many choices that drag away our attention in life
There are people who follow the flow and neglect the voices within
There are people who choose to follow their heart and took a different path

It seems like a mistake
It seems like a bad choice
It seems like imperfection

This is what I choose
This is what I want
This is what I pay

I made an extraordinary decision
I struggle from it hardly
But I know I'll never regret it

It's Just Another Beautiful Mistake

You are kind
You are gentle
You are beautiful
But nothing I like

You like me
You need me
You impressed me
But I don't love you

The Rose

This is a song specially dedicated with love to my best friend who's disappointed by love.
Just remember that we'll always be there for you & we care...



Some say love, It is a river,
That drowns the tender ring,
Some say love, It is a razor,
That leads your sould to bleed,
Some say love, It is a hunger,
And endless aching need,
I say love, It is a flower,
And you its only seen,

It's the heart, Afraid of breaking,
That never, Learns to dance,
It's the dream, Afraid of waking,
That never, Takes the chance,
It's the one, Who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to be,
And the soul, Afraid of dying,
That never, Learns to live,

And the night, Has been too lonely,
And the rode, Has been too long,
And you feel, That road is only,
For the lucky, And the strong,
Just remember, In the winter,
Far beneath, The bitter snow,
Lies a seed, That with the suns love,
In the spring, Becomes a rose

*So happen to come across this song and think of you.
Read the lyrics with your heart as it is meaningful.
Actually I prefer Leann Rimes' version but this is the only clip I can find with a music video. So enjoy!